Been awhile...

i probably don't have much time to spend typing today...both connor & cohen are sleeping and that can't last any too long! so this is the first time i have mentioned cohen. he just came into our lives on january 16th and we didn't know his name until january 18th. he is incredible. just the most laid back little guy-a great sleeper (which is never to be taken for granted!), a great eater, and he possesses one of the most beautiful smiles i have ever laid eyes on. his big brother is crazy about him and cares about him deeply. very deeply, considering he's 4 years old and brand-new to the concept that his mama & daddy now love another human being as much as they love him. that, in itself, is a miracle i could never comprehend until it happened to me. i would look at connor often while i was pregnant with cohen and wonder how in the world i would ever be able to love someone as much as i love connor. it is something only God can make possible. and the fact that it occurred as instantly as the moment i first saw cohen's face speaks to the awesomeness of my Heavenly Father. the fact that He gave me not just one, but two of the most perfectly adorable and precious human beings ever created makes me want to cry and laugh and jump up and down all at the same time. He knows i'm so undeserving of such great gifts and love. man, i'm so thankful.

so they both sleep. and there isn't time enough in the world or words perfect enough to capture my love and gratefulness for these two little boys. i look forward to writing more about them and the amazing things they do.